Thin wire, overzealous leading to being over tired... an over reliance on the hopes of being reinspired, The burning thoughts; of a migraine constantly on fire.
Ten thousand shots in my head—ba, ba, ba, ba, swimming over my depths, trying my best to breathe; all the while in still waters choking my neck. Some live too long...living a life of the dead.
I'm singing a song, better sounding inside—la, la, la, la, It goes while I'm looking in the mirror, seeing myself and my self enemy. Who's betting on their works, to seem like a better version of themself/me?
Letting be of the many ways I try to appear calm in some days. Hunger in my eyes; starved of the sights of true love. But the dirtiest intentions, has my face fully covered in mud. I give and give, but these returns are never enough. But plenty are the voices in my head, battling constantly—blah, blah, blah, blah, as no-one else hears this cracking glass in my chest.