it was a summertime dream where you could be whoever you wished where you could ask for whatever you wanted warm white sun graced our dark world, shining swimming pool was bright blue, glistening yellow and gold
cooling myself off from the amusing heatwave, i had the most fun when was the last time i truly laughed and was joyous? my heart sang and i was afraid for a moment–oh the weight to be happy! i let go of the fear, and i hummed the tune to every boy i half-loved in hope i could open up to life–a girl can’t be this wistful
and simon was hilarious, he was the bigger man, he was the life i needed myself to open up to, his sunburnt arms around my waist, and there’s a feeling of great loss in me i needed to bury deep besides simon, the hollowness in me stayed–how do we bury a hollowness? with diamonds and an innocent boy, and more diamonds, simon said
the pale blue dome was washed with gold crimson rays now and summertime had to end eventually, with me stayed these memories to get by when i was blue and cold and aching in my father’s misty, lush grave simon too was vanished, his promises lingered on my fingertips sealed with his kisses he loved me that summer and that summer only