i want a boyfriend and i wanna go home
i want a million friendships and i wanna be all alone
i want the delusional reality to die and i wanna live a lie
i wanna squirm in the grasp of the ravenous sea and i wanna be given safety
i wanna cry in your warm embrace and i wanna die when everyone i’ve loved forgets my name
but this is life, you know
just leave me alone