i make these lists in my head of my ideal partner and i know that it's not fair or healthy but i do it anyway
they have to wear jewelry and have their ears pierced it would be good if they had a sense of anarchy love of reading is a must, and they'd better read my suggestions i want someone with a pretty voice to read me poetry and sing duets with me in the car speaking of, i'd like them to have a car because i believe in the inherent romance of the passenger seat i would steal the aux cord and blast the playlist that they made me
i want to love someone who loves things who loves to love things almost as much as i do
they have to love art, and it would be a plus if they made some because i can't draw for sh*t, but i can look at paintings until i die i want to go to art museums with them and symphonies and plays we can sit in the cheapest seats and throw pennies instead of roses
god, i want someone with strong hands that can hold me and i will just know that they want to i want to love someone with dyed hair so i can sit with them between my legs as i reapply the color and have stains on my fingers for weeks i want a poet, because i want to be immortalized in raw phrases in a moleskin journal
but i just haven't met this person yet i don't know if i ever will