there's no reason to remember about what I've desired just like I forgot about the desire to write I've allowed myself the freedom to do (when I want) (focus when it comes) it's what feels to be, spiritual progress radiant feelings coming and fleeting thought forms melting before all I'm seeing attitude is vibration the root of creation divine formation through useless information making sense without mystical procedures wasted leisure (false ambitions deriving from unnatural greed) open myself to persecution only to realize I my"self" am an illusion so it begins, the dissolution calm and ready secluded in the mysteries of this great theatre life, a series of memories arranged in the practical harmonical manner (if that's a word) (keep typing) what do I live for? a production of symbolism entertained in the prisms that so happen to reflect human mischief live to diminish built up anguish a hopeless wish meaningless stitch can't manage the baggage inside the cerebral attic static between breaths the moment I'll let settle in the sun that meant to set (a wedding in the sky) lost love so divine tears rushing down my cheeks at night reflecting on universal signs eternal truths 3.14 pie I sigh a moment at a time you can't change, only modify generous time flies realizations combined directions for decisions in mind (this life) incline, decline experiences desgined in curves, opposing straight lines how would we even define.... what truly aligns the spirit continue, live like there's no finish vulnerable characters to diminish predict my wishes my heart longing for what isn't what was no longer there couldn't stare at what I couldn't bare missed true love by plenty hairs mistakes were obvious I was oblivious thinking of what could've been again Limited trains of thought All I used to sought for, cost a lot it was you, who inspired some tunes formed by the formless wind that creates the dunes Inevitable doom Saudade Under the moon I succumb to you act upon intentions and responses perhaps it's way too soon flowers yet to bloom ideas flowing out the womb mistakes to broom room to improve a struggle before you wake less and less to rake In and out of fantasies can't trust in (reality) question my sanity study my anatomy Zoom passed meaningless blues Iām on my walk... I feel better now examine the highs before I drown again calculate the vitamins narratives written with my fancy stolen pen this is.... idk