Right next to the Sane and rhyming description Of the things I keep resisting Is the wailing banshee of doom Seething stealthily into this room
You donβt want a sad face! Ah, but nor do I β Still I sleep and rise alone Still I have tears to cry You are just the way you are Thereβs naught that I can do Floating here in the morning light Feeling it through and through
And then I think of money And I really start to sob I just seem to get nowhere Although Iβm glad to have a job I do good work, cash comes in I turn around and it all goes out again
Everyone knows the drill The Man has pockets to fill Baby needs new shoes Mama has the all-time blues
When is the moment of my Great Escape? Who will pull me from this Hopeless Outrage? Obviously, now, and Obviously, me The clouds glow softly As light kisses the city
Longing! How dreary to the soul! Perpetually wishing for more Of your essence mixed with mine Long intervals filled with pining The minutes meander through my worries Words spill out in a flurry Nothing can contain them Certainly not the fraying Basket of my wisdom
Go to the source Says the voice Back in March She tapped me right on the shoulder And I heard her say in my mind Heal your inner child! This child so confused By not-quite abuse She still lives in me She wants to be free
Stealing a tidbit from Sufjan Stevens and Angelo De Augustine, the part about the great escape and hopeless outrage.
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Emotions are like water, they flow and they cleanse