I realize I am young I realize I am small I realize I'm mature I realize that I'm really not that mature at all. I realize that I'm chatty That I murmur endlessly I realize I'm not perfect I realize I'm not skinny I realize that I'm funny I could make you laugh for days. I'd say I know myself pretty well. But the hardest thing for me to realize Maybe the hardest thing I've ever had to, Was that you don't love me. That you probably never have And you probably never will.