Some days I mourn my childhood Washed away into the sea, on a brittle wooden raft The world was so far out of reach But my heart was dying to be crushed by it I was a jester, making everyone else's bleeding heads fill with laughter The sweat leaked from our palms Hard labor for unappreciative guests And I ache for the pain we shared It was ours to grow together, over watered and drowned by the old shed out back Now the distance in our lives grows larger And I am proud of what we made But I miss you terribly.