- Will she or won’t she I don’t ******* know? Again my hearts being torn apart And thrown out in the snow ❄️ It’s okay I’ll just leave and quietly suffer in silence 👿 It’s no big thing my pumper has been ...long lost and tortured in defiance No reliance on you only made me stronger Bolder wiser and totally bonkerz But I was wrong koz I should of seen it coming. 💔 Little girl my veins are cold it’s honestly so numbing Borderline ****** son and a bi polar mother... like 2 peas in a hot *** of ****; puke and **** Sailor graves and constant pain is all I seem to be promised Broken dreams and shattered hearts Just burning up in solace ☄️