If I could turn back time to when I was a kid I would redo all of the things that I did Just so that I wouldn't have to relive all the hurt that I've felt, and the lies that I've fibbed
If I could go back once to when I was young I would redo all the of things I had done Just so I wouldn't have to regain all the struggle I went through to work on my pain
If I could just rewind to an earlier time To change all the mistakes, and rewrite all the rhymes I would take myself back to when I was nine When I didn't know better and the world was still mine
If I could escape to before I was born I would go back just so that I could warn My mother that she never wanted me here But I'd show her the life I'd created from fear I'd point out my flaws, and my anxiety That all grew because she didn't want me I'd show her how I was always afraid Because I was the unwanted baby she made I'd tell her that I never felt good enough And how she made my childhood rough I'd point out the hatred I feel for myself Because I always wished I'd been born someone else
If I could turn back the clock and return to the past I'd realize I was forced to grow up too fast