I am the very first drop of rain bringing the storm Let them tell you not that it's all for nothing, I died for my home my blood wasn't shed in vain, say not I went through needless pain I died for the desperate impoverished and the hungry for that young lad walking out his twentieth interview eyes deep in ocean tears for that father nursing a broken backbone as his employer couldn't provide gears laid off after his accident without a system to assist in seeking for compensation for the child trekking seven miles to sit on a tree trunk and receive pitiful education for my friend's inlaw who lost her baby, the few midwives at the hospital were swamped... for a generation that haven't kissed the soft sweet lips of liberty I died to overcome a leadership marred by corruption and greed for the meager earnings and high interest rates on loans that are a basic need... Did you see the yellow membrane of my affectionate brain scattered? that is for the future of this young nation defiled and tattered, an attempt to place an oxygen pump of reason when it really mattered yes, I weeped when I was chocked and battered but I died so that tomorrow can live to see what yesterday denied the moment let them not disclose my memories in a grotesque manner for torment for I am the ****** seed for the beautiful flower of our revolution hoping to seed a unique country at harmony with her people and the faith that even the most brutal of tyranny meets its dissolution I am the red of our flag, my prayer is embedded deep in our fairy anthem for albeit not all of us can be butchers not all of us are Chicken. I am the optimistic crested crane flying on the long pole of great expectation that someday this will all be but a nostalgic memory that does sicken. My thick blood flows through those left in the struggle to bring true equality so quit grieving, I am a sacrifice for fear, hurt and misery to stop being our true cost of living I did not die for nothing if anything I died for everything I died "For God and my country".