Today the wheels of thinking run faster My motherboard is almost fried I wonder why this makes my brain exercise Why does your confession do this to me? I was so set, my paths clear, my goals lighted. Why does your confession make me feel like running the opposite way? Why does it make me think about a future I never knew A future that I denied myself from A future many crave for, but I labelled average Why am I ready to throw everything I worked for for you? Where’s the fear I built over the years? Where are the barriers I built? Why have I fallen? Maybe it’s cause you want me even in my dust form ... Because you like the form I hate... The form I don’t think deserves love