I wish you would allow your heart to heal
Hidden hurt you've chosen to conceal
Just so we move past pain long kept within
Finally open the door to this Hell we've been residing in
I'd let you be free from my excessive concern and fear
Then the fog of constant stress would lift and suddenly clear
But that would not be the end of negative feelings I know
A start to killing all the troubles we ought to let go
A real solution is challenging to find
More and more impossible to leave mistakes behind
I wish you would be quick with forgiveness for my sins
Anticipation dances on nerves like needles and pins
Once you make decision to stay forever by my side
Can take petty problems and cast them aside
To know you are trying hard is all I really need
Have faith that my efforts if patient will succeed
I can be monstrous when I wage war with my own brain
Understand I don't mean words I utter when I'm insane
Someone could come across your path and mend the gaping hole
Unintentionally dug with my foolish choices in the depths of your soul
But I am sure you would miss me and the laughter that filled our days
Tears temporary
Love always