my heart speaks sorrows i have never heard of her words spilling through my very being allowing me to feel all the pain yet she feels my restraint holding my breath and closing in on her as if to say "the pain stays inside until i forget it exists" while she pulls at her own heartstrings, which are so conveniently attached to every nerve of my being, to remind me that feeling is not a sin that my emotions are valid and that the acceptance will be the greatest breath i have ever breathed; that it is the greatest release of all.