please don't let these thoughts end up in madness, I'm turning all my lamps off, dimming my hatred, easing my mind to heal my soul today, I'm not okay today , get out my face today, **** love in every different way, I part my soul today, putting myself on a lonely road , trying to find, my way back home, I felt I made a big mistake, a mere take away from what I normally cherish, wish these memories would perish, but I digress , I'm looking for my soul again in which I find roads of the end, I meditate to come peace alone today.