There is a reason you are acting this way Between hope and reality line clear as day Expectation is the one to truly blame for this Veiled frustration tells me something is amiss And wish I could plaster my poker face on A straight face kept like nothing is wrong The glaring moon matches my expression Excuses your only confession Lips laying lies without missing a beat Teasing with stories that come up incomplete Pale skin thinly flushed with the slightest pink Against transparency of what you think It is hard not to blow up like a bomb In the chair I sit upon And brooding underneath this obvious pout Head is clogged with fear and doubt I would have to go out on a limb and say I've used up too many chances to expect more thrown my way Heavy hearts breaking and pulling apart Destined to separate from the start