between darkness and light twilight this is where i am at the moment
why does it feel like this? i can't find the words
the energy, the sensations i don't want to be here in. my. mind. feel and be present: this is where You begin detach to connect to your wounds learn from them to heal be still and allow the emotions to swell ache writhing in my heart. pain. tears. breathe s l o w l y
outgrowing who i've been not knowing yet but appreciating how far i've come holding on to the heartache and pain because i still can't find the words and this is part of how i tell my story maybe it's more for me than for you protecting myself: ego learning to be thankful for each moment i cry seeking for her to be free
the body knows intuitively. if i pay attention i didn't see before that's why you keep coming around settle into uncomfortableness to discover your higher truth i do everything not to be here
i now feel the desire to release choose the vibration that excites your senses wanting to send light to all the places that need love the vulnerabilities are your courage and strength breathe them in let them settle to create more space
let go of what no longer serves your heart: loneliness, shame, desperation, abandonment i don't want to tend to these feelings anymore i've kept them close and safe long enough
what are the points at which the top edge of the sun reaches the horizon? i want to be in that light where the aura radiates and the energy is tender, beginning again
if not for you, i would not have remembered so bright i am: the beauty of the sunrise be present to this moment awaken
a breath in to receive a breath out to continue the journey