Post traumatic, I can still feel the panic Attacks in my visions, contained in my attic Constant pressure, can't control my intentions How can I be so impatient? Losing the base of my basement. I cannot breathe under water The heavy weights dragging further Should I still hope for the better After all that has happened? Look at the damage I've caused I'm making everything worse This dark force is taking over, I'm lost I miss the person I was.