Is this any kind of living ...? Trapped everywhere but no shackles to be visible. What am I bound to ? I am breathing but still I feel like something is suffocating me . Something inside wants to feel happy but sadness overshadow everything around. Having everything still feeling I'm losing grasp . Living every moment but I feel I'm dying every second. Is this heart pumping blood or going to burst . Tears going to roll down my eyes but it's not there . Do I want to cry or is this heart bleeding tears .. ?? How silly ..Have anyone ever heard hearts bleed tears . Something is bleeding .. life is bleeding to death.