You stare at my eyes as i sit down Telling me that they're pretty Even when all i do is look at the ground You asked me to sit down, and eat. Then tell me that i should be skinny
Then you wonder why i'm always in my room You wonder why i refuse to look in your eyes It because whenever i do you assume That i'm nothing and then you lie
You compliment me everyday Saying things, but not because you mean them But you have to or else ill go away You stand there scared that ill become
Better or stronger than you Unlike yours my eyes shine in the sun Or at least they did until the moment you blew The glitter inside them away. Thats when everything begun
It was in that moment that you replace my shiny eyes with cold dead ones
My eyes were once filled with every possible emotion except negativity But you took that away, you took away my sight So i questio how you can still tell me theyre pretty When stole theyre light
When i look in your eyes i see nothing Theyre like a void devouring everything
And that scares me You had once made me fear my own safety in my own home. Can you not tell your the reason i came to be You left me shaking with tears, i was once your baby
Apparently that ddint matter, or simply did not care My eyes hide stories in them Waiting for the moment they can be released into the air
If you were to look in my eyes not just glance over their color You would see that most emotions have said their goodbyes Leaving my life to grow smaller and smaller Hiding away in the only place i can call my sanctuary Hunched over my computer constantly typing Away, the clicking of the keys have become my personal fairy Fairy godmother, that vanishes when you come inside along with memory
Of the last time we spoke You had once more left me breathing heavily and collapsing on the floor You must think this is a joke When its not i'm speaking facts, so leave out the door
The brown irises were once the color of honey Now they're the color of the dirt The same dirt that is stained bloodied From the wounds you caused with your voice, causing me to hurt
Almost constantly, The black pupil has seen things If my life was movie, it wouldn't be a comedy It would be instead a tragedy