Being forced to ''run away'' because of not having a place to stay almost felt comfortable. When you can't be comfortable anywhere. Not with all the many painful things hitting. Over and over day and night, so many feelings and complicated thinking... In the end it will all fall into place, I know but it's so hard to function with all these things in the way!
Being forced to run away because of not having a place to stay. Nothing to lose, all that matters is love and music. Maybe some day I'll land somewhere and be able to love that. Love being there, being there with someone and loving with all my being. But if I can't be living, let me do something that is worth something to the ones I love. I love how we got through life so far, we have come so far.
I love who you have become, who you've been and just who you are. But when I look at stupid me, the naive person I had to be I can't help but hate her for all she didn't know. But I understand why she was like that, I just never knew why it had to be. Why was my journey so rough? Why is yours rough too? Journeys, worries, pain cause it's blurry and you don't know how to get through the smoke. Am I the devil's toy or joke?
Does the universe hate me? Can the universe not take me? Am I feeling to it like I'm feeling right now, how I've been feeling all my life? The fighting was good and all, very insightfull. Let me go.
Being forced to run. Being forced to run away. Run if you can! Be happy when you can. Cause some can't run. Some are forced to stay. And what is worse? Being forced to stay or being forced to run away?