They warned me to watch for my hands because I might cut them picking up the broken pieces of others. They warned me to watch for my eyes because after seeing their problems my sight would lose all it’s colours.
I believed good people were like candles as they’d burn themselves out to give others light I believed good people were like the dark of the night as they'd be there to help the stars shine bright
My hands may be criss crossed with cuts and scars, my eyesight dim, and in need of glasses my body may be patched and riddled with burn marks and I may have fallen into the depths of darkness
So often I believed that no one was there to help the helper
It was hard, and the map of 3rd degree burns and nicks are a testament to my journey, my daily crucifix But I think I’ve found the balance, the fine fine line between madness and sanity. Between helping others and myself
I’ve learnt to shine brightly for others like the moon, both light and dark whilst not setting myself on fire and still allowing others to shine stark
My eyes still see the wonder in the world, my hands still craft joy, still tinker with happiness. To you my friend, if you're anything like me, know it's all worth it, and you will be helped, you will be found.
It's all a matter of perspective. It's also ok to reach out.