I keep a tight grip around everything that hurts. I keep asking my therapist "how do we let go?" and what does that really mean? she says, so gently: βif the pain was deep enough, you will have to let go many timesβ I never realized I had that power to do that to inhale and exhale
A draft from 2020. Pandemic feelings. and revisiting this in therapy again. now. and again. always