there is this girl that lives far away
we may be falling for each other
but...I think that it's just me

somedays I contemplate
"are we better as friends"
other days my feelings come
"I wish she saw through my lens"

I would ask her...but as we've talked
she's said she isn't looking for anything
haunted by past lovers and others
I feel I may be the last one, who hasn't knocked

our friendship is too good to sacrifice
and distance isn't beneficial
nor am I the one to suffice
I'm too anxious and nervous

as I said, I want to take a chance
but I'm afraid I'm not the right man
and that one day
it'll just be a joke, that doesn't land