Sometimes I have no clue Bout where my life is heading to Sometimes everything seems plain obscure And it just doesn't come to me to see what I need to I'm so full of thoughts But I can't find the right words I am the picture of loneliness Or so I think I badly want to talk about it But I don't tell all even to the closest one What is it that is happening ? Have my worst fears come true ? Is it love that has come ? Or is this some sort of wild despair ? That's caught hold of me.
I only fear the day When you see me the way I do... Then will every single thing be put into place And fit into its assigned space. Your deductions may be right or wrong But they'll sure hold some truth
I keep telling myself that it's not what I think it to be I keep acting like a despo That whole stupid side of me That's meant to be hidden is all brought out into the open For me and me alone to see and relish.
Oh ! It's too confusing And, man, isn't it complicated too ? Am I drunk or what ? I feel both high and low
"Leave me alone thoughts !" I say "Just ******* gimme a moment." "And emotions, you all **** at timing !" "You're possibly the meanest on Earth."
Every little thing, every little event Every little laughter, every little gaze Adds to the pain Only effing adds to the already high pile of **** accumulated.
One minute I laugh, next minute I cry You can't even fathom what's going on inside me A hell lot of crap to be dealt with I only hope it's not just me.
Is it or is it not ? That's gotta be the eternal question Who's eternal answer is the elixir of life God be ******, I'm so confused rn.
Wish I could die and rot away Like what the heck is this ? Hell's better, underworld's calmer Than my stormy heart.
There's nothing that could calm it It's all a mess One Big Mess - this is official. I'm done with all this, done with the world Done with everything forever.
This poem is about a girl who finds herself on the verge of falling in love and is not able to accept it.