As much as it burdens my heart to accept that we are not a couple, it burdens my soul to let go of that thought.
Maybe someday I will get the strength to accept it but I dont think, I will have the luxury of forgetting because I record and write my every thought and dream, about you and hold on it for as long as i would as if my life depends upon it.
However silly all of it sound somethings cannot be expressed by words and my love for you is one such....
I wish i had the courage to say it all when i had the chance to but now i dont figure any.