I didn’t know that when I made this decision, it would mean saying hello to me and bye to you; I held on so tightly when I hugged you, in case you were too delicate to piece yourself back together.
I started thinking about all of the memories we made together and the times I needed you most. Now to think of it, you were always there for me even if it wasn’t in person.
You’d always be that voice from a distance which is funny because I always thought I was that voice and I was calling you. All I ever wanted was for you to return my call and follow my voice through the tunnel; I would have promised that as long as I’m around, you’d never get lost again; but I get it.
We both are young and lead different paths and that is why I had to leave; because in order to find you, I have to find myself so that I can be steady enough to piece you back together.