i want to be moved by things, even if they leave me empty afterwards. i want to be known by someone who's brave enough to dare and explore the most profound depths of my soul. i want to always be seen as i am, not as i was before; that person is long gone. i want to be loved like a sky on fire, like a flood of devastation, like a stolen kiss before the end of the world. i want to be moved by things, even if there's nothing but a lifeless desert in their wake, even if they leave me empty afterwards.