I'm losing my mind, So you'll see what's behind. The things I've tried to hide, So far on the inside. But they are all coming out now, I promise I didn't just allow! Would you believe me if I said it was the truth? I'm no longer just a youth. I've grow now and seen some things, The memory of each still stings. I want to just be okay, But it seems the pain won't go away. The battle is going on within, And it's only just now ready to begin.