So I guess I thought I was a poet But my mind was so filled with him that I couldn’t even find me So I guess I tried being a songwriter But my fingers could never find the chords Or the lyrics Or the rhythms So then I guess I fancied myself an artist But surprise surprise The slightest touch of pencil to paper appalled me So I guess I’m not a poet or a writer or an artist But today at least I like myself a little more than yesterday