I was never broke, but I live a broken life
From the moment I was born I never saw the light
I don't even have an idea of what the light looks like
Or what warmth love or safety felt like

But since I was 16 I found something, something that would give me hope
I found a person who I thought could help me rebuild, help me finally fix me
But she was nothing but a cup of poison, the Devil in disguise
Because after I dropped everything in my life for her she took it and ran
She took whatever was left of my heart and crushed it
She took away my ability to trust then called me a kid

A ******* kid

She was the first person I took my walls down for
She was the first person I met that I would die for
I would do anything everything and more for her
Because the love I had for her was nothing but more than pure

She gave me hope
She showed me a ray of light
The first glimpse I ever had, it was beautiful
It was so **** beautiful

What am I supposed to do now
What do I do after the first person I trust left me
What do I do after the first person I loved cheated on me
What am I supposed to do after 2 years of dating
Just to be alone again