I keep having these thoughts It's been two years I've been doing this so long And it hurts so much That'll I'll probably die from it Before I can even commit suicide Today was a suicide day I was alone in the bathroom Wishing I had a blade Or those extra pills So I could end it The people I know didn't say hi No one spoke to me No one looked at me There were tears in my eyes all day long And no one even asked why It's horrible to know no one cares Tomorrow I'll try not to have a suicide day But right now I'm still holding back those tears I just want to sleep to escape for a while Escape my mind