I see it as a person no thought or illness but this tag along that refuses to leave on days where I am sad I listen as friends try their best to make it easier on days like this the voice screams I don't hear the reassurance and praise but only the screams the bad I find myself feeling guilty for this voice in my head unable to hear anything but how terrible I am I find myself feeling guilty for the people around me this person in my head spreads a darkness and I do not blame people for running for safety