I know the fear is all in my head and the dizziness I feel is misleading I know my heart is pounding does not mean i'm dying I know the skipped beats are not threatening I know no one is watching me I know no one is listening I know that its not real I know i'm safe I know
But
What if its real What if I am dying What if i'm having a heart attack What is the dizziness makes me faint What if everyone is watching me and noticing What if everyone can hear the shakiness if my voice What if my pounding heart in seconds away from stopping
Breathe.
Anxiety disorders are the worse. Thoughts that go through my head, even though i know they are not real, make it even worse.