I want to get out But how I don't know I'm trapped in this place With nowhere to go
I've been here so long I don't know how to escape I'm not some hero With a billowing cape
The thing is, I look fine On the outside at least But inside there's issues I could compare to a beast
This self built prison Is made with my doubt And I don't think There's any way out
My thoughts are like chains They bind me up tight And I don't think I can do anything right
I just want to be Like the rest of the world Able to speak Without thoughts swirled
But I'm trapped trapped trapped By insecurity and fear I don't know how to fix But I'm tired of tears
I want to get out But how I don't know I'm trapped in my mind With nowhere to go
This was written at like midnight and the next morning I wrote one with a little more hope. I'll post that one in a separate post. Thanks for reading and I hope this helps you realize you aren't alone.