It feels like the storm has passed.
But the cold can still be felt.
The ground is still wet.
And the lighting can still be seen from a distance.

I am tired. Exhausted.
I want to feel positive, but it only comes out with you.
You made me smile.
You're helping me recover from the wreckage.

Its really hard...to stop.
Its mentally draining.
I could talk to you for hours,
And not even feel exhausted.

But the way you push me away
Makes me want to bounce back to you.
How? Why? When will it end?
I cant tell. I don't want to know.

Let me lean on you and kiss your soft lips.
Let me grab your waist and touch your face.
Let me look into your eyes for hours without end.
Allow me go get in.

I understand. You're not mine.
Being forbidden doesn't make you more desirable.
I've come to realise its not that kind of excitement.
Its not that that makes me want you.

You've got something.
Maybe its something I always wanted.
Or maybe a part of me.
I cant tell....im just mesmerised.