you're not actually french obviously you were just in my french class and my friend and i came up with that silly name last year, i felt like, maybe i had a crush on you and if you ever found this and knew it was about you from me i'd be so embarrassed not because you'd know i might've crushed on you, but because i'm writing about a boy who never thinks of me but does anyone? i don't know why i'm making this so sad it was hardly a crush and you have a girlfriend you flirted with me, god it wasn't even flirting i'm delusional, but whatever you did, you did it and you said hi to me and you were cute i wasn't sure if i really liked you though or if i was just lonely and i guess we'll never know because my feelings are gone well mostly now i'm just thinking how after this year, i'll never see you again and you won't say bye we're not friends so i'll just have to suffice and wonder if we could've been anything (not) au revoir