To the moments that push me back when I could have gone full-****** To the times when I refrained from spending the only money I had on something as frivolous as seeing you say hi Somewhat the best antidote to stupidity is shaking my head no and waving a polite goodbye So if I seem like I'm thinking about you alot You may say I'm yes-ing and no-ing to you alone Because I'm already broke And you make me feel, like buying more time with you by saying yes Since yes may mean an Amen to You Even I know, No is much more exciting No is harder No is rougher No is sexier No has repercussions No I am not interested in this superficial interaction because your space smells so much like you and I want to dig my face into your hair So I'm sorry No
I mean, Yes please.
Yes, I would like some coffee, please. Yes, I would like to have a conversation, please. Yes, I would like to fight my dad so I can borrow money to spend around your space, please.
It's not infinitely cool that wins anyone, though. It's the finitely present, that gets their attention.
Let me think about how much I haven't said anything really thoughtful to myself But I have said more thoughtful things to you than the one fixing my bed. I have seen myself kinder because there are people who have a nurturing way to them that makes us want to be them. And I know I am spicy and not sweet But If I could be that type of person. I would make sure I had it easier for me to say Yes Please.