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Mister J
Poems
Oct 2019
Screams
My mind is playing with me
In a game I know I will lose
Talking myself out of this
Wrestling with my thoughts
I'm lost in my paranoia
Imprisoned in the walls I built
The whispers are deafening
The screams are silent
I'm running out of time
I'm slipping to insanity
How does one get free
From all this absurdity
Its a game of fools
Its a pointless showdown
That leaves us with no choice
But to participate in anguish
You turned me into something else
Fooling me with false happiness
That even now I lie to myself everyday
With hopeless thoughts of being saved
I'm losing myself
To my psychotic tendencies
And I guess I'm in that state
That I don't want to be saved anymore
I'm tired of letting people in
I'm tired of asking for a savior
I'm tired of seeking redemption
In fact, I only seek assimilation
No more screaming for help
No more reaching for heaven
I'm storming the road to hell
I'm embracing my demons
No more roses for angels
No more goddesses to worship
No more queens to kneel down to
With open arms I welcome this atheism
I am my own demon
And I will keep myself satiated
I will feed my insanities
And I will be the devil you painted me to be
Dumping 3am thoughts
Good Morning!
Happy Reading!
-J
#screams
#insanity
#demons
#pain
Written by
Mister J
29/M/Philippines
(29/M/Philippines)
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