You will never read this, never know these words exist and that's exactly why I wanted to tell you right here that I cried for you. Last night, walking through a pitch dark park past other lonely souls, tear after tear I cried. Because I felt so helpless. Because I wanted to fall back in your arms but knew I never ever could again.
last night a guy broke my heart right after telling me how comfortable he's around me and that he hasn't had this feeling for quiet a while now. but that was it.