The day before today, I sulked in silence. The day before today, I sat hollow. The day before today, I was deeply afraid. The day before today, I felt unsafe. But today, I am vocal and unquiet. But today, I feel everything with intensity. But today, I am brave. But today, I feel safe. It's hard for me to understand, This quick change in stance. But I don't need to understand, I just need to enjoy it. I am going to Let myself smile, Let myself have a skip in my step, Let myself enjoy what I have, Let myself move on from the past, Let myself be rash, Let myself breathe. Especially let myself breathe. My breath has been caught for weeks now, But now I can inhale deeply, Without a worry, and I feel free. And free is all I want to be.