How many times do I have to say that I’m not okay before you start listening with your heart instead of your mouth? Your heart, once warm to the touch, protected by briars and a sphinx, though I thought them unreal. I’ve tried to solve the riddle, to think it through, to answer right, but your heart remains closed off to me and I sit through the night, wondering how we got here, to this point of isolation. Your mind is closed, heart unreachable, words sparse, and yet I think to break down these walls, climb them, push through them until I’ve found you in the center of it all.