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Allison Wonder
Poems
Sep 2019
Onus (TRIGGER WARNING)
I know what's coming,
I want to run away.
Maybe a deeper disire,
Always makes me stay.
He slips in behind me
Cuddles and watches TV.
Then he touches me and moves me,
And never once with a plea.
His rythm begins,
One leg bracing me in.
Leaving his hand down my pants
Grabbing at my skin.
With fury and anger
His force comes to an abrupt hault.
Unsatisfied and unloved,
I'm left shaking, in fault.
A few days later,
We're in the same routine.
Cuddles and watching TV,
But this time, I turn away from the screen.
One leg bracing me in,
His hand still down my pants.
Grabbing at my skin,
I'm hoping for a trance.
With fury and anger,
His force comes to an abrupt hault.
Unsatisfied and unloved,
I'm left shaken, in fault.
(c) Allison Wonder
8/27/19
#triggerwarning
#ptsd
#trauma
#fault
#guilt
#shame
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Allison Wonder
34/Non-binary/Ohio
(34/Non-binary/Ohio)
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