She took a step back in life, but I guess you can tell from the weariness she wear and from the strain lines her brow bear which her eyes tried to hide: without success for the shadow beneath them- a gift from sleepless night and restless thought that always appear tireless and make her heart sag with despair; and all this brought upon by a single mess: from which she has now learn that loyalty comes an awful second behind self interest and a bird in hand is worth more than twenty on a tree.She has taken a step back in life and had she trust men she would've been in a pretty hot soup instead of looking forward to a step forward.