why do i like the feeling
of the torturous buzz in my head
of nonstop thunder and pounding on the door
when the feeling comes in waves
how do i react
keep a smile on my face or show the misery that’s keeping me dazed
you’re so far away yet so close to my heart
i just want to see your face
i hold my breath waiting for the response of everything i say
i found the one i don’t want to push away