I miss your sparkling voice. I have to give you space. I promised you to accept your choice. You said please don't be sad. The only thing I want is what we had. You gave me warmth that I missed so much. Your attention and security. A sweet and gentle touch. I don't want to cry. Still tears escape from my eyes. Feel numb and do my best to stay strong. I feel the love heavy in my heart that I carry with me. In my dreams i see the smile on your face. You kissed my lips and hold me tight. I feel your warmth when my eyes meet this morning light. I believe in you that you will win this fight. Take your time it is not a race. I will be patient and give you the time and space....