wouldn't you know it but I oh I a little girl wouldn't know it either would I? no no but I think I feel it or rather I feel my thinks can't decipher any of it but a wink and my thinks think shouldn't I know it myself? but nay I keep it all tucked on a very rather pretty little shelf my thinks didn't label my feels so im learning the things I didn't know I didn't know a mystery even to little me so how should I be able to answer how do you be? and I stand here on the edge or the brink for I can hardly barely breathe as its all coming at me give me just a moment to breathe in my feels and my thinks and perhaps the moment after the moment I'll be just a little bit more free
lots of **** being thrown my way in the last week. finding out a lot about myself, and finding out things I didn't know I didn't know