I fake a smile every day
To not show my decay
I always trick their minds
To make them think I'm alright

But alright is not how I feel
Being ok shakes my heart and head
Im tired, bored and uninterested
Of this world and its endless ****

Poor those who buy the lie
I cant tell them otherwise
And when they look me in the eye
I cant tell them that I wanna die

Don't wanna keep faking
Don't wanna keep fighting
The tunnel is long and dark
I just dont wanna keep up