Today i felt like Losing to myself There was no external factor But only my desolate character My delirium saw no bound To the extent that i block all the external sound. I lost to the things Which i consider to be my wings Today i lost, not to pride But to the clarity i hide I surmise, i was on the right deck But reality gave me a bright check I felt so lost Seems like all maxims have lost their cost My grail lost its frame And there was only shame But true to its name Love claimed its right Leaving no reason for me to contrite