It felt like I'm in an
endless circle that I dont know
how to break
the cycle
It felt like the last time
I was holding you so tight
now you're
nowhere to be
found

It felt like yesterday
I still remember how you cried
begging me
saying I should stay

I dont mean to hurt you
I'm so sorry I'm lost
Hope if we see each other
Hope you forgive me
Please forgive me

It felt like I'm not
myself those days
I'm afraid
so I let you go
I can't explain it to
to you why
because
I am scared
and confused


I hope one day I can face you
and say how much I still love you
I know you are happy now
I know I don't deserve you